Thanks for the insight!

As to your questions:

• Yes, nothing gets “lost” along the way, everything goes back to source. But nevertheless, the most important rule is: “Source cannot be less than what it already is”. Or in other words: “Whatever can happen will happen.” This means that there are sort of “obliged” passages or gateways through which “reality” gets squeezed. These portals are: the emergence of the first star from a chaotic soup of hydrogen atoms, the emergence of the first living cell out of a soup of amino acids and proteins, the emergence of the first human (Jesus, Buddha…) among a soup of mutant chimps.
• The wild theories may very well be accepted indeed. But they are just one step along the way. Progressing in the right direction. Like adding Einstein’s relativity principle to Newtonian physics. And yes, I don’t think that it’s just the proton which is a black hole. In my second article, I refer to the photon as being the first black hole, which “wraps” information/vibrations around itself. And from there, it’s all black holes nested one inside the other. But that will take time to be accepted, so you may as well take it step by step.
• “Enjoyment without worry”: yes, I agree. But careful not to think this means hedonistic pleasures. There are many forms of enjoyment. Some of them can come from “base” animal instincts like the joy of feeling on top of the hierarchy, having power and money, exert dominance over others… I think the ultimate joy, linked to my 4th article about consciousness, is when you are 100% conscious of who you are, and act in accordance to who you are. That is why you don’t see atoms suddenly deciding to leave your body, or your cells suddenly deciding to attack you. They are 100% conscious of who they are, and act in accordance with who they are. You could say that you are “trading” free will for joy in this case, but what does it matter since initially, you HAVE to make the choice of becoming fully conscious, or you just stay at level 1 in this video game/simulation. It’s simple. You want to go to level 2? Then you need to simply raise your consciousness to that level.
• And still the problem of consciousness. I answered to that already elsewhere in our exchanges. It’s still a mystery, and we may not get to the bottom of it. But like you say, we might find out when we die! :-)