Hi Michael!
Very interesting story. It seems more and more people are experiencing such an awakening nowadays… It’s not happening by chance. As you said about our body, that it’s interconnected in very intricate ways making up a coherent “whole”, that is precisely what we are meant to be as well. Each one of us is like one cell inside the body of a “higher being”, and the simple teachings like “love thy neighbor like you love thyself” simply explicit the way our own body cells act towards one another. This Universe is comprised of Russian dolls nested inside one another into infinity. Each one of our cells contains trillions of atoms, our body contains a trillion cells and we are a part of something much bigger than we can imagine. Just like you, I was scared about humanity destroying itself, but then I realized that our entire “story” for the past 10.000 years has been to try to figure out the “laws” or rules which apply to humans in order to enable us to live in harmony. Sure, we hit many bumps along the road and took some detours, but ideas such as human rights emerged nonetheless! :-)
I’m sharing my own “awakening”, which was done without any drug, just a very deep questioning about the “meaning” of it all…