Hi!

I underwent an awakening last year, and I’m also struggling to try to “figure things out”.

I guess the very first question is: if God is already perfection, what’s the need for the “relative” 3D world?

You can say “nothing”, but I would disagree.

One big problem is the following: can you EXPERIENCE everything at the same time while BEING everything at the same time?

You focus a lot of your articles on this idea of “beingness”, which is indeed the “true” state of God. Something that just “IS”. But the reason why we are not in that state is precisely because God cannot BE and EXPERIENCE being everything all at once. As you know, if all is vibrations, energy, then trying to experience being everything is the same as being nothing. As in EVERYTHING there are all experiences and their counter experiences. A metaphoric example is: to experience being born while dying, to experience eating your favorite food while vomiting after a hang over, to experience making love for the first time while sitting on the toilet having diarrhea… Going back to vibrations, it’s like trying to listen to a song and the same song with a reverse phase: both cancel each other out, and there is just silence.

The relative world, which is an “illusion”, is there for God to experiment all that he IS. That is the only reason it exists, because you cannot BE everything and EXPERIENCE being everything at the same time.

And so yes, there is meaning to all this “freak show”, and indeed God/Source is in charge. And the whole point is for God to experiment all that he/she/it IS, and the reason why so many people are awakening now, is because our “turn” to experiment God in a state of amnesia is over. Just like atoms eventually bind together to form molecules when they have figured out the laws of chemistry, just like molecules form living cells once they have figured out the laws of biology, just like humans will form something bigger from the sum of their parts once they have figured out the necessary “ideas” or principles applying to harmonious human interactions (human rights, democracy…),… Each and every one of us is one cell in a larger “organism” who is about to be “born”, in a state of complete amnesia, forgetting that “he/she/it” is God, while we, it’s constitutive parts, keep it alive. And it will take care of us, just like we take care of our cells/body.

God/Source/Infinity wants to experience itself, and in doing so, it finds the “best” way to go about it, balancing carefully chaos and order. Chaos gets displaced “upward” as we move through what I call the “logic layers” of the Universe. From a Universe where atoms crash into one another chaotically you get one where they bind together harmoniously. The world of “physics” shifts from chaos into order, while the world of chemistry is “born” and is in a chaotic state. So too, our civilization, the chaotic interactions between human beings have slowly shifted towards order, and chaos will be shifted upward, in a new “dimension” where God/Source/Infinity will experiment itself in completely unimaginable ways for us.

So in short, yes, we will go towards just “being”, but not in a state of stillness, not as a blissed out master in a cave, but rather as being ourselves. That is: doing what we are. That is exactly how each cell within our body functions: it does exactly what it’s supposed to do, because it IS what it’s supposed to do. A skin cell knows it’s a skin cell, therefore it’s a skin cell and acts like a skin cell. And if it stopped doing that, you would die very quickly.